Monday, September 3, 2018

Ct-Psalmist I HATE YOU



                                                 
       Written By Garry E Shepard Jr.

MY 7TH Single to date dropped on Sept 1st 2018.

I HATE YOU is a very personal song, the subject matter alone is intense. But before I get into the details let me explain how the whole song came together.

I was at my good Christian Brother Tuu B house on a Thursday as we always meet and talk about Music, God and Family. I was telling him that I wanted to do a song called I HATE U, so I  started to recite the Chrous, as he was listening he was piecing together the Track to I hate you right there on the spot. As you can hear the track was well produced.

Rewriting I HATE YOU

I hate you was rewritten, the 1st time I wrote it there were 3 verses, but when I sent the rough draft to Tuu he explained to me that not only were the verses not getting to a clear point but that the song was too long. So while we were meeting, I started the process of taking pieces from each verse and putting the best parts together.

Inspiration behind I HATE YOU

The Inspiration came from  a number of sources, 1 being an CHH Artist by the name of David Gauge Veira song "Death Did Us Part" Another Inspiration came from my trails and heartache in 2017. I now realize that with my past sins I didn't fully let go of them, instead I was still dipping and dabbing in them. Pain evetually brought my deliverance.

Who is I HATE YOU  directed to?

I hate you wasn't directed towards a person but toward my past addiction to Sex and Porn. At 1st I was afraid of the ridicule I would receive or be an stumbling Block for some. But being lead by God to do sound also I wanted to share the effects this type of Addiction have and how it not only effects  you but those who love and care for you when its not dealt with. The main reason some stay addicted is because of the guilt and pleasure behind it. The truth is I almost lost my family behind this Addiction. Thank you for taking the time to read this do take a listen  when you get the chance, comment, like, share. God Bless. I also want to give a shoutout to My Bro Tuu B for Producing the Track, Sicily Styles of RWZ for the Artwork, Chris Kardiac for Mixing and Mastering my Vocals.

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